About 5 months ago I was suffering serious depression and it got to a point where I nearly killed myself. I was having continuous suicide thoughts until I felt God say to me 'imagine who else it would affect' other than me in my life. I eventually talked to my parents about my suicide issues and they gave me an entirely different look on it. Before that, I used to go to church just to volunteer on the media team but now I pray to God every night for guidance and help with all my problems. God is always on your side no matter what.